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Post by lauren. on Jul 17, 2012 17:50:49 GMT -5
Quinn; I went inside shutting the door behind me as I felt the walls rattle & heard things bring thrown. I winced knowing that I had caused that. Maybe I should go see if he's okay? I might just make it worse though. I looked down at my wet clothes, needing to change them.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jul 17, 2012 18:01:00 GMT -5
Gage, I quickly wiped my eyes, feeling myself beginning to hyperventilate. I usually had panic attacks a lot, but I usually just held them back. I knew that Quinn was only trying to help, I just didn't know how to react to it. I took in a deep breath, then released it as a shaky whimper came out of my mouth.
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Post by lauren. on Jul 17, 2012 18:52:43 GMT -5
Quinn; I sighed softly and headed upstairs. I knocked lightly on the door to let him know I was coming in. I opened the door seeing the wreck that happened in our room, then seeing Gage on the floor. I gasped and quickly went over to him,"Gage, Gage! Just breathe. Slow your breathing down,"I said as I was hesitant to touch him.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jul 17, 2012 18:59:16 GMT -5
Gage, I looked over at her as fear flashed through my eyes. I had a moment of need, like I just needed someone to tell me it was okay. I breathing soon caught ahold of itself as I looked around at the room. "Sorry," I mumbled quietly as I looked down.
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Post by lauren. on Jul 17, 2012 20:29:37 GMT -5
Quinn; I stared down at him, seeing the fear,"It's okay,"I said softly as I touched his arm gently yet hesitantly.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jul 17, 2012 20:32:51 GMT -5
Gage, I jumped slightly at her touch, afraid she was going to hit me. I was shocked that I didn't get yelled at, and she was, well, talking to me in a soothing matter. "I didn't mean to do this. I-I just didn't have time to think about anything else," I said as I breathed. I moved her hand off of me, becoming a bit uncomfortable.
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Post by lauren. on Jul 17, 2012 20:44:57 GMT -5
Quinn; I placed my hands into my lap, flushing slightly that I had touched him. I cleared my throat,"It's fine. I'll clean it up later. Are you alright? Do you need water or anything?"I asked chewing on my lip.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jul 17, 2012 20:50:12 GMT -5
Gage, No, it wasn't okay. I don't think I'd ever be okay. "I'm fine," I said quietly as I got up, glancing over at her. I couldn't help but notice how beautiful she actually was, but I looked away. I sat down on my bed, staring at the floor, before I looked up at her. "I'm not fine," I then said, swallowing back the tears.
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Post by lauren. on Jul 17, 2012 20:55:31 GMT -5
Quinn; I breathed in deeplh as I saw the emotion on his face. I swallowed and stood up,"We'll I'm always here. To talk or listen. Anything,"I said looking at him fully.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jul 17, 2012 20:58:32 GMT -5
Gage, I ran my hand through my hair. I didn't know if I should tell her. Maybe just a little. I looked up at her, "I was abused, badly," I said with a sigh. I laid down onto my bed as I looked up at the ceiling, "That's why I don't like people touching me. It scares me," u admitted. I wasn't going to tell her I was sexually abused, or had a gun pointed to my head.
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Post by lauren. on Jul 17, 2012 21:08:42 GMT -5
Quinn; I frowned as I took a seat on my bed, which was across from his,"By your parents?"I asked quietly as I watched him. I breathed in as I wrung my hands against one another.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jul 17, 2012 21:15:18 GMT -5
Gage, I nodded, "Sometimes by my father's friends. He'd fucking pay them," I said as I clenched my fists, getting angry at the thought of it. "They fucking used me," I snapped, standing up as I looked at her, fire in my eyes. I was tempted to hit her, just because I could.
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Post by lauren. on Jul 17, 2012 21:19:55 GMT -5
Quinn; I froze as I saw him stand up as anger took over his body,"G-gage. Calm down,"I said as I moved back on my bed, backing against the wall. I kept my eyes on him as my heart was racing. I'm sure I still had the mark on my face from earlier.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jul 17, 2012 21:28:08 GMT -5
Gage, "Fucking used me. Every goddamn night," I growled as I walked closer to her. "I tried to get away. He found me. I just can't fucking take the pain anymore!" I yelled as I grabbed her, pulling her over to me harshly. "And you just fucking sit there." I smacked her, hard across the face as I slammed her against the wall.
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Post by lauren. on Jul 17, 2012 21:31:46 GMT -5
Quinn; I gasped as he slapped me and pushed me against the wall. Tears immediately sprang to my eyes,"Gage, he's not here anymore. Gage stop,"I gasped as I began to cry, his grip on me tight.
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