You are Confined Only by the Walls you Build

[haileyjordan]

Alaska,
"I don't know what there is to say Kolton," I said quietly. "I just need to think about things." I honestly couldn't express my feelings, because I was just unsure of them in the first place.

[lauren.]

Kolton,
I frowned as I stared out the windshield as I pulled up to her place,"I'm sorry for not telling you sooner. I like you, I like you a lot. & I was afraid that you would run if I told you about Tessa. I'm not ashamed of my little girl by any means, but I know some women run when they hear the news that I have a daughter,"I said staring down at my hands. I let out a sigh as I glanced over at her.

[haileyjordan]

Alaska,
I stared out the window a bit longer before I looked at him. "You think I would run? You are worth a lot more to me than I thought. I don't think I could if I tried. I'm just...shocked, that's all." I explained as I chewed on my cheek. "It's a lot to take in in one night."

[lauren.]

Kolton,
I breathed in deeply,"I understand,"I said nodding. My phone went of once more. I glanced at Alaska apologetically. I spoke into the phone and realized it was Tessa this time. "I know sweetheart. I'm almost home. Ask Carrie for a heat pack to put on your stomach,"I said softly,"I'll be home soon, hang on. Love you too,"I said hanging up.

[haileyjordan]

Alaska,
I felt sorry for her, even though I didn't even know her. "Thank you for the ride, but your daughter needs you right now. I don't want to keep you from her," I said softly as I got out of the car, running my hand through my hair as I made my way to the hotel. Was I being a horrible person?

[lauren.]

Kolton,
I frowned as I watched her walk up to the hotel. I banged my hand against the steering wheel angry with myself because I pulled out of the parking lot, heading home.

[haileyjordan]

Alaska,
I made my way to my room. I opened the door and set my bag on the chair before I went into the bedroom. I sat on my bed and grabbed a pillow, pulling it to my chest as I shut my eyes. I didn't even know what to do. He had a daughter. That's all I could say. Was it an accident? Was it on purpose? Who was she? A million questions flooded through my head.

[lauren.]

Kolton,
I finally made it home, my head hurting bad. I locked my car, slinging my bag over my shoulder and headed inside, ready to see my baby girl.

[haileyjordan]

Alaska,
I ran my hand through my hair before I laid on my side. I know we'd have to talk about it sooner or later. Right now I chose later. I just didn't want to talk to him for a while. It wasn't fair that he did that to me. Don't get me wrong, I love kids, I just wasn't expecting it.

Tessa,
I heard daddy pull into the driveway as I sat up from the couch, wiping my tears. I couldn't have been more happier that he was home. I just wanted him to make everything better.

[lauren.]

Kolton,
I opened the door and dropped my bag to the floor. I went to Carrie paying her for the night and seeing her out the door. After I locked the door behind me I sighed and went to the livingroom,"Hey baby girl. How are you feeling?"I asked as I squatted down beside her.

[haileyjordan]

Tessa,
I looked at him before I wrapped my arms around him. "Not good. My tummy hurts," I whined as I sniffled. "I can't sleep."

[lauren.]

Kolton,
I wrapped my arms around her, picking her up,"Let's make it better then,"I said as I walked into the kitchen with her in my arms. I grabbed some things that usually help with stomach aches and took her to my bedroom.

[haileyjordan]

Tessa,
I rested my head on his shoulder. He always knew how to make me feel better. "Why do you take so long now?" I asked him.

[lauren.]

Kolton,
I sighed softly and kissed her forehead as I pulled the blankets back, crawling into bed still holding her in my arms,"I'm with a friend working on something,"I said rubbing her back.

[haileyjordan]

Tessa,
I snuggled into his arms once we were in bed. "I miss you," I told him softly. "Can I come with you?" I just hated being alone.