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Post by lauren. on Sept 26, 2012 0:10:01 GMT -5
Rodney; I stumbled slightly as I was pulled around. It took awhile for my eyes to adjust and a realized it was Cass. I gave her a lazy grin,"Hey Cass,"I said.
Darcy; I felt a little hurt by what he said. So I'm no fun? I'm just here on the side? I kind of turned into myself now, crossing my arms wanting to disappear,"So I'm no fun? I have fun, without getting myself wasted and forgetting what happened,"I said not looking at him. It was hard to.
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Post by haileyjordan on Sept 26, 2012 0:16:02 GMT -5
Cassandra, "Hey Cass? That's really all you have to say to me?" I asked with a bit of anger in my voice. "You're drunk and dancing with some girl you don't even know, when you clearly have a girlfriend," I snapped. "I can't believe you."
Joshua, I could hear the anger and disappointment in her voice, but it didn't really process through my mind. "I didn't mean that," I stuttered, "You're just always fucking mad at me." I said as I slumped.
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Post by lauren. on Sept 26, 2012 0:24:02 GMT -5
Rodney; I glanced at the girl behind me then at Cass,"We were just dancing. & it's a party Cassie, you're supposed to meet new people and have fun. Go get yourself a drink,"I said taking her arm to take her to the alcohol.
Darcy; "Obviously you meant it that way because you said it. & I'm always mad because you do things that aren't good for you & honestly,"I said looking at him fully in the eyes,"It's going to end up tearing us completely apart,"I said swallowing to hold back tears.
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Post by haileyjordan on Sept 26, 2012 0:29:57 GMT -5
Cassandra, I pulled my arm out of his grip, "I don't want a drink Rodney. You can "meet new people" without having to get drunk, or grinding on them I growled. "Why do you have to lie to me about stuff like this?" I stood where I was, crossing my arms. I noticed a few people looking at us but I wasn't concerned about anyone but him.
Joshua, I stared at her, hearing the words "completely tear us apart." I didn't want Darcy leaving me, I needed her. "N-no. Darcy we'll be fine. Please. I'm sorry, I'm an asshole. I can't help it, I'm addicted. I never meant for it to hurt us like this," I said as I took her arms, looking back at her.
Goodnight!
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Post by lauren. on Sept 26, 2012 0:37:58 GMT -5
Rodney; Her pissy mood was bringing me down and taking me out of my drunken state. I glanced around, noticing people watching also but this always happened. Cassie making a scene. I rubbed my face suddenly tired,"I don't lie to you Cass,"I groaned, wanting to get away now. "Lets go outside,"I said looking at her defeated. I knew I screwed up.
Darcy; "This happens all the time though Josh. You say this but never fix it. & I can't fix what's wrong. So I've been waiting on you, hoping,"I said looking at him, accidently letting a tear escape but I quickly wiped it away. I hated crying, it showed weakness.
*Aww goodnight!
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Post by haileyjordan on Sept 26, 2012 8:29:42 GMT -5
Cassandra, I let out a huff as I followed him outside. Once we were I went into a state of anger. "Do you know how fed up I am with you right now?" I shook my head, running my hand through my hair. "Every single time. This happens. And I always find you with some girl, and don't even deny that Rodney," I said harshly.
Joshua, I swallowed as I saw the tear escape her eyes. "Please don't cry Darcy. I'm sorry, I really am. But I need your help if I'm ever going to stop. Darcy you can't leave, we can get through this," I said, my voice a little cracked as I looked at her, trying to let her know I meant it, or at least I thought I did.
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Post by lauren. on Sept 26, 2012 9:10:40 GMT -5
Rodney; I hated it when she yelled or got angry at me, it makes me just shut down and not want to hear any of it. "I'm not denying anything babe,"I said looking at her. Though I had to admit, she was pretty damn sexy when she got angry.
Darcy; I breathed in and glanced away,"But you wont let me Josh. That's the problem. We've been together for awhile now & this problem hasn't stopped,"I said running a hand through my hair feeling sick to my stomach.
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Post by haileyjordan on Sept 26, 2012 11:53:14 GMT -5
Cassandra, I stared at the sky for a moment before taking a deep breath. "But you don't seem to be thinking that anything you're doing is wrong. I want to trust you Rodney, but I'm beginning to lose that trust. I'm not even sure if I can handle it anymore," I admitted as I folded my arms.
Joshua, "You've never asked to try and help me Darcy. All you've done is yelled at me, and I just get angrier the more you tell me screwed up I am. I know it's bad, but I just can't let go that easily. It takes a lot of effort," I explained as I sighed, looking down at the sidewalk.
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Post by lauren. on Sept 26, 2012 12:48:57 GMT -5
Rodney; I frowned,"You know you can trust me. I haven't cheated on you. Please I just need help,"I said wanting to hold her and all of this being over.
Darcy; I sighed and shrugged as I hugged myself tight,"Maybe yelling at you isn't the right thing to do, but you should at least have the common sense to not do these things,"I said looking at him, not wanting to fight with him anymore.
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Post by haileyjordan on Sept 26, 2012 16:00:18 GMT -5
Cassandra, I shook my head, "You won't get help. I know you. You've said that at least a dozen times, and look where we are now." I sighed as I slightly turned away. "And just because you haven't cheated on me yet doesn't mean you won't. I see the way all those girls look at you, and when you're drunk, you make me nervous."
Rodney, I shrugged, "I guess I just don't have any common sense anymore," I said. "I just don't want this to come between us. I'll do anything for you Darcy, I promise." I hated seeing her sad like this, it killed me.
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Post by lauren. on Sept 26, 2012 19:05:40 GMT -5
Rodney; "Seriously? So you expect me to cheat then? I may be a drunk and stupid but I have the common sense not to cheat on you,"I said this making me stand on edge. I hated it when she turned away from me. I took her arm and made her look at me,"I'm not a cheater,"I said with seriousness as I looked into her eyes.
Darcy; I bit my lip hard to keep from crying,"I want to believe you,"I whispered. I just wanted to be in his arms but I didn't want him to have the satisfaction that every is okay.
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Post by haileyjordan on Sept 26, 2012 22:29:17 GMT -5
Cassandra, I chewed on the inside of my cheek as I glanced at him. "I don't want to be upset anymore Rodney," I told him quietly. It was true; I was so tired of being let down and worried, it wore me out.
Joshua, "Then believe me Darcy," I said as I pulled her to me, wrapping my arms around her. "I'm so sorry, I truly am. I don't know how many times I need to say it," I said softly as I took a deep breath.
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Post by lauren. on Sept 26, 2012 22:40:32 GMT -5
Rodney; I tucked some of her hair behind her ear, letting it linger for a moment,"I don't want to fight anymore,"I said. More along the lines that I didn't want to disappoint her anymore. I wanted her to be happy but clearly I'm not giving her that. "I'm not giving you happiness. You're always worrying about me,"I said stuffing my hands into my pockets.
Darcy; I instantly melted into him, wrapping my arms around him as I buried my face in his chest. "I can't say that I forgive you. It doesn't happen that easily,"I said.
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Post by haileyjordan on Sept 26, 2012 22:44:29 GMT -5
Cassandra, I looked up at him, "When I'm with you, I couldn't be happier. You make me feel things I never thought I could fathom about feelings for somebody. It's just when you go out like this, that's when I worry," I said softly as I looked from his lips to his eyes. My throat burned for his love, but my brain told me to stay back.
Joshua, I let out a small sigh, "I know babe. I'll do anything to earn that trust back." I told her. I ran my hand through her hair, "Can we just go home? Talk in private?" I asked.
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Post by lauren. on Sept 26, 2012 22:51:21 GMT -5
Rodney; I noticed the flicker of her eye towards my lips but I knew it wasn't right. The words she said squeezed my chest. I took her hand in mine, kissing her knuckles,"If you'll help me, I will stop. But I need help. Your help,"I said looking into her eyes.
Darcy; I nodded,"Yes,." I was ready to go home and be comfortable. I was exhausted and just wanted to be in Joshua's arms all night without bickering.
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