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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 29, 2013 14:34:06 GMT -5
Caleb, "Then please just accept the extra help." I huffed. "I don't understand you. First you want me to kiss you, then you tell me to leave. You confuse me so much Rose."
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Post by lauren. on Jan 29, 2013 15:23:44 GMT -5
Rosalie, I sighed,"Fine. I'll be honest. I want you to move back in but you've got to understand why I am saying no,"I said looking at him. Why doesn't he understand that?
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 30, 2013 0:47:36 GMT -5
Caleb, I understood her point, but I didn't want to accept it. "How can I prove it to you then? Rose I want us to be a family. I don't want us to argue," I sighed.
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Post by lowenn on Jan 30, 2013 0:58:36 GMT -5
Rosalie, I shook my head,"I don't know how you can prove it but it's too soon. I don't trust you,"I said softly. Kaden was asleep. I placed him in his crib and put the baby monitor on my hip in case he needed me. But of course I wasn't going to be that far away.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 30, 2013 9:38:10 GMT -5
Caleb, I didn't know how much more I could argue with her. Anything I said, she shut it down. I sighed in defeat, "Just let me stay for dinner," I told her. "I want to make it for you."
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Post by lauren. on Jan 30, 2013 9:49:54 GMT -5
Rosalie, I bit my lip as I looked at him, crossing my arms. "Fine, just dinner,"I said giving him a final look. "Please watch and listen for Kaden. I'm going to shower,"I said handing him the minister then leaving the nursery.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 30, 2013 16:36:08 GMT -5
Caleb, I let out a sigh as I walked over to the crib. "You're lucky you get to see her all the time," I said softly to him, "though you deserve it. You deserve her. I don't. I want to be with you. I want to play baseball with you, help you grow up strong. I'm really trying Kaden." I knew he couldn't understand me, but I just wanted to let him know I cared. "I love you so much."
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Post by lauren. on Jan 30, 2013 17:55:01 GMT -5
Rosalie, When I heard Caleb start to speak I stopped, hiding so I could hear his words. It made my heart swell but also ache at what he said. I want everything he said, also... But what he did... I sighed softly hurrying off to my room to shower.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 30, 2013 21:22:03 GMT -5
Caleb, I sat down in the rocking chair next to Kaden's crib, placing my head in my hands. I was worn out mainly from defeat. This was going to get better right? Rose was eventually going to forgive me. I prayed that that was true.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 30, 2013 21:24:55 GMT -5
Rosalie, I took a nice long shower, so glad to be able to get clean. I looked down at my stomach ready to get rid of all this baby weight. I finished up and went to changed into sweats and a tank top. I dried my hair and brushed it out, looking at myself in the mirror. I looked tired and worn out.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 30, 2013 21:28:04 GMT -5
Caleb, I stood up, just needing to release my stress. I needed Rosalie. I walked into the bedroom, and into the bathroom where I found her. I turned her around and put my hands on her face as I kissed her like I had never kissed her before.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 30, 2013 21:32:45 GMT -5
Rosalie, I was absolutely shocked, my heart going crazy. I placed my hands against his chest, pushing him away and covering my mouth,"What are you doing?"I said breathless as I leaned against the counter, my head spinning.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 30, 2013 21:36:26 GMT -5
Caleb, I was hurt that she pushed me back. "I need your love Rose. I miss kissing you. I miss waking up to your beautiful face every morning. I miss your laugh. I miss you!" I said, feeling myself break down again.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 30, 2013 21:43:11 GMT -5
Rosalie, My heart squeezed tightly as he broke down in front of me. "You shouldn't have left me in the first place,"I said quietly. I shouldn't have pushed him away because... I want to feel the love again, but it was hard.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 30, 2013 21:45:12 GMT -5
Caleb, "Do you think I don't hate myself everyday for doing that? It tears me apart everyday. There's not a day when I can't think about it! I don't know how many times to say I'm sorry and how much of a jackass I am. Your love means more to me than anything Rose," I told her, holding back my tears. I couldn't cry again. She already saw I once, and it wasn't happening again.
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