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Post by lauren. on May 18, 2013 23:11:18 GMT -5
Maybe Ali could hit Gabe so hard that he remembers? xD haha ----* Gabriel. I groaned quietly wishing things were different. Everyone acts so weird. I grabbed my things and headed down the hallway to the bathroom. We all needed something. I yawned as I opened the bathroom door an my eyes rested on Ali. I was quiet for a moment before my eyes looked down at what she was doing. "Holy fuck. Ali, what the hell?"I said panicking.
Harper. I leaned against the bar next to him,"We can't do anything,"I said frowning. I've felt like there's been this weight on everyone in the house, that it could break any moment and it won't be good. I stepped towards Oliver, caressing his face,"Are you okay?"I asked.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 18, 2013 23:15:44 GMT -5
Haha okay! X________ Ali, My head quickly shot up when I saw him. "Gabe! What the hell are you doing in here?" I asked, moving the razor away from my wrist. Great, he screwed it up for me. I just wanted it to end, and he wasn't letting me.
Oliver, I stared into her eyes, "I try to tell myself that I am, but I know I'm not. No one is. I don't know if anyone of us will be. But if we keep spiraling downhill like this...I don't know what will happen." I said.
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Post by lauren. on May 18, 2013 23:21:54 GMT -5
Gabriel. I stared wide-eye at her,"The door was unlocked. I was coming to show-"I shook my head. "What the hell are you doing?"I asked as I quickly walked to her and wrapped the towel on her legs around her arm. "Why are you doing this?"I asked wrapping it tightly.
Harper. Hearing Oliver sound like this broke my heart. He seemed..dead inside. "You'll be okay. We all will,"I said but it started to sound like a lie now. I've said it so many times to keep things hopeful. I dropped my hand back to my side as I closed my eyes, wanting to be the strong one for everyone right now but it was so hard seeing everything so horrible.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 18, 2013 23:26:07 GMT -5
Ali, I stared at him, feeling anger swell up inside of me. "Now you care? Now you fucking care Gabe? I have waited months, for you to show some form of affection and you only care when I want to die!" I yelled at him. "You're such a hero Gabe! Oh let's be nice to her now because she could be dead tomorrow!" I pulled my hand away from him, standing up.
Oliver, I heard Ali yelling from upstairs. "Oh no," I said, looking over at Harper. I got up off the stool, taking Harper's hand as I pulled her upstairs. This wasn't going to be good.
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Post by lauren. on May 18, 2013 23:34:06 GMT -5
Gabriel. I was shocked,"Wha...?"I trailed. I didn't know what to say. How could I show her affection when I don't even know her or remember. "I'm not trying to be a hero. I'm sorry for walking in at the wrong time but then again I'm not, you were trying to kill yourself. You've shut down from everyone since the..scare. And you think killing yourself is going to just have you disappear from everyone's mind?"I said my voice raising also.
Harper. I followed Oliver up the stairs but held him back so he couldn't go break it up. Ali needed to get everything out and so did Gabriel. I didn't know what was going on and it drove me insane not being able to listen.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 18, 2013 23:38:15 GMT -5
Ali, I glared at him, "It's not like it fucking matters to you Gabe. I have tried. I have tried for three goddamn months to strike something. But you reject me every time. So yeah, killing myself will make it better. I'm sure you'll be perfectly fine anyways. I was sent here for a reason wasn't I? Nobody wants to be around a psychotic." I was inches away from him, my heart pouding.
Oliver, I looked at Harper when she made me stay back. I needed to get them away from each other, but maybe Harper was right. They needed to let this out. Ali had so much built up she needed this explosion.
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Post by lauren. on May 18, 2013 23:46:25 GMT -5
Gabriel. I stared down at her,"You're right. I'm sorry that I haven't showed you anything. I'm sorry that I fell from that goddamned riff and can't remember shit. It's all my fault and I should have taken more nicely to it. Is that what you want to hear? Damn it Ali, I can't remember anything. I can't remember us. I've tried so hard, so hard but nothing comes except fucking migraines. You can believe me or not, but I've tried. I've tried to remember everything but I can't,"I said gripping at my hair. "But you don't seem to care about that. You just want it to go back to the way it was but it won't. So live with it and move on!"I said breathing heavy.
Harper. I leaned against the wall just watching figures in the bathroom. Gabriel's back and part of Ali. I was useless at the moment and I hated it. "Is everything okay?"I whispered to Oliver, needing to know something.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 18, 2013 23:55:10 GMT -5
Ali, I stared at him for a moment. "Move on? Move on Gabe?" I asked. "You obviously don't get it do you. You can't just move on from someone that you loved so fucking much. You need to have a fucking heart!" I screamed, jabbing my finger into his chest.
Oliver, I shook my head, "Ali's lost it. They both have." I said, crossing my arms. Neither of them would understand what either of them were feeling.
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Post by lauren. on May 19, 2013 0:04:50 GMT -5
Gabriel. "I have a heart! I have cared for you Ali. I've been a friend to you but obviously that's not enough for you. You need to realize that it's not going to work out. I can't bring back the memories that haunt you everyday,"I said angry that she was jabbing her finger at me. I haven't done anything wrong. I've been trying and that's all I can do.
Harper. I clenched my jaw as I slid down the wall closing my eyes,"If she hits him then step in,"I muttered as I covered my face with my hands. They needed a miracle.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 19, 2013 0:08:53 GMT -5
Ali, My lower lip trembled, "No! I'm not going to accept that Gabe! You just need to fucking try! And fucking mean it!" I screamed. I lost it right then and there. My fist flung around, smacking him right in the side of his head. He fell to the floor as I stared down at him, my fists shaking and breathing heavy.
Oliver, "God Ali!" I yelled as I ran over to her. I grabbed her and carried her out of the bathroom, "Please make sure Gabe is okay Harper. I need to calm her down." I said quickly. I carried Ali to her room, throwing her on her bed. "Ali you need to stop hurting people!" I said, trying not to yell at her.
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Post by lauren. on May 19, 2013 0:14:10 GMT -5
Harper. "Oh my god,"I murmured as I quickly scrambled to my feet and into the bathroom. Gabe is out cold she hit him pretty hard. Close to the temple. I grabbed a wash clothe and put in under cold water. I wrung it out and quickly placed it against Gabriel's forehead. I could see a bruise beginning to form at where Ali had hit him. "Gabriel, wake up,"I said to him as I shook his arm lightly. I placed my fingers against his throat breathing out a sigh of relief that there was still a pulse.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 19, 2013 0:18:01 GMT -5
Ali, I shot back up off the bed, "No! He doesn't understand! He doesn't get it!" I yelled, rampaging back to the door. Oliver grabbed me back and pushed me against the wall. "Ali. Stop. You need to breathe. You knocked Gabe out."
Oliver, I sighed, looking down before I looked back up at her. "I know how much you love him. And you can't say he isn't trying because he's trying so hard, but things happen Ali. We can't control what happens in life." I saw tears streaming down her face. "Please don't cry. Please Ali." I wanted to tell her everything was going to be okay but I didn't think it was going to.
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Post by lauren. on May 19, 2013 0:25:50 GMT -5
Harper. I sat down next to Gabriel and continued to dab his forehead and neck withy her washcloth,"Come on Gabriel. Wake up,"I said wanting him to actually wake up and wake us all up from this nightmare we've been in since he fell from the roof. I felt tears run down my cheeks,"Please wake up,"I whispered.
Gabriel. I could hear Harper talking to me but couldn't really make it out. I breathed in as I blinked to make out what was around me,"Harper?"I mumbled as I moved to try and get up but instantly regretted it from the pain against my temple. "Gabe! Oh gosh, are you okay?"Harper asked wiping the tears away that were on her cheeks. "I don't know. What happened? Why are you crying?"I asked as Harper helped me sit up. I winced as I touched the side of my head. "Ali hit you pretty damn hard an knocked you out,"she said as she pressed the towel against my forehead. I frowned,"Why the hell would she hit me? Did we get in a fight?"I asked.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 19, 2013 0:31:56 GMT -5
Ali, I could barely make Oliver out from my blurred vision. "Oliver I miss him so much. I can't do this anymore. I can't. Nothing will change and I'll have to go day by day knowing the only person I ever loved won't ever love me back." I said, my voice cracking.
Oliver, I released my grip on her, feeling so helpless. "Ali you can't. We all care about you. You can't do this to yourself. You have so much to live for even if you don't think so. You have to be strong in dark times. It's the only way to make it through." I said, with sincerity in my eyes.
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Post by lauren. on May 19, 2013 0:36:16 GMT -5
Harper. "Hey, don't get up. You were hit pretty hard,"I said as I held his shoulders as he tried to get up. "You don't remember?" Please don't tell me he lost his memory again. "You walked in on Ali...hurting herself. Then you two argued about you loosing your memory and she can't take it anymore,"I said biting my lip. He just started at me confused.
Gabriel. Ali tried to hurt herself? "Loosing my memory? What?" My eyes then widened,"Ali tried...she tried to kill herself? What the hell is she thinking?"I said as I shrugged Harpers arms off me as I got up to go find her. "Ali!"I called down the hallway, wincing from the pain in my head.
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