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Post by lauren. on Jan 9, 2013 1:22:16 GMT -5
Rosalie,
It had been over five minutes. The box has said three minutes but I was freaking out and couldn't look. I drew in a shaky breathe as I stepped towards the tests. I heart sank as I saw three plus signs and a smiley face. No... A sob wracked through my body as I gripped my shirt. This couldn't be happening. We..we can't raise a child.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 9, 2013 1:24:06 GMT -5
Caleb,
I pulled into the garage as I went inside the house. "Rose, I'm home," I called, noticing she wasn't around anywhere. I raised an eyebrow, not seeing her. I went into our room, "Rose?" I asked.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 9, 2013 1:29:31 GMT -5
Rosalie,
I had the bathroom door shut out of habit but I didn't really care. I felt myself let go as I began crying my heart out. This is horrible, not just for Caleb and me, but also for the baby. A terrifying thought zipped into my mind.. What if Caleb leaves me? Oh God! No! He loves me, he'll stay! I cried harder just at the thought.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 9, 2013 1:31:56 GMT -5
Caleb,
I quickly went into the bathroom as I took her in my arms, "What's wrong? Rosalie, baby, what's the matter?" I asked. I had never seen her sob this much before, it killed me.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 9, 2013 1:35:27 GMT -5
Rosalie,
I froze as I realized Caleb was here. Oh no, this can't be happening. I held onto I'm tightly, wondering if this would be the last time I do which caused me to sob harder. I swallowed as I pointed to the three sticks on the cabinet, scared for my life.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 9, 2013 1:38:31 GMT -5
Caleb,
I looked at her, then over at the cabinet as I slowly walked over to it. I took one of them in my hands as I stared at it. I didn't even fathom what I was looking at. My hands shook as I dropped it. Pregnant. Rosalie was pregnant. Oh my god. I rubbed my face, feeling panic rushing through me. This wasn't how it was supposed to be.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 9, 2013 1:42:28 GMT -5
Rosalie,
My sobs were under small control as I watched his reaction but once I realized he was just as freaked out as I was, the sobs went back to racking my body as I slid to the floor. This was it...the moment of truth. And for some reason, I felt the outcome wasn't going to be good at all.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 9, 2013 1:44:28 GMT -5
Caleb,
"God no," I said quietly as I ran my hand through my hair. "No. This isn't happening." I paced through the bathroom, "Rosalie you aren't pregnant!" I yelled, freaking out beyond belief.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 9, 2013 1:46:41 GMT -5
Rosalie,
I gasped at his outburst. He was mad. Oh God. I breathed in deeply trying to control myself,"That's not what the tests say,"I said quietly as I stared down at the floor.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 9, 2013 1:50:25 GMT -5
Caleb,
I slammed my fist against the wall, not wanting to believe it. I shook my head, "No," I said, somewhat laughing. I think I had lost it. "I can't."
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Post by lauren. on Jan 9, 2013 1:52:46 GMT -5
Rosalie,
I jumped at his fist hitting the wall but then my body froze as I looked up at him. He can't what? "What?"I whispered, my breathing beginning to pick up. I stood up shakily, my body panicking.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 9, 2013 1:56:00 GMT -5
Caleb,
I couldn't handle raising a child. I wasn't ready. "I can't do this," I told her, my fists clenched. "And you know damn well you can't either."
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Post by lauren. on Jan 9, 2013 8:10:15 GMT -5
Rosalie,
My breathing was labored as I ran a shaky hand through my hair,"I-I'm not getting an abortion Caleb...that's killing the baby,"I said staring at him wide-eyed. I suddenly felt sick once again. He's going to leave me... He's going to leave me... He's going to leave me. No, no, no.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 9, 2013 10:44:15 GMT -5
Caleb,
I shook my head, "I didn't want any of this to happen. I'm sorry but you can count me out," I growled as I walked out of the bathroom, grabbing a suitcase. My head was filled with so much anger and confusion I could barely even process what I was doing.
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I feel like a horrible person! Lol!
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Post by lauren. on Jan 9, 2013 12:10:09 GMT -5
Rosalie,
I gasped as my world came crashing down. I stumbled into the bedroom, my eyes frantically watching him,"Y-you're just going to leave me? That's unfair! You're the one who did this too! You're unbelievable! I thought you loved me,"I sobbed as I gripped the doorway, my legs feeling like they would give out any moment.
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It's all good! You're just gonna have to make it
up pretty good xD haha
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