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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 13, 2013 0:24:10 GMT -5
Caleb, I shrugged, "If I have to, then yes," I said, looking at her. "I don't think you realize how serious I am about not leaving you again." Call me crazy, but it was worth it.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 13, 2013 1:22:24 GMT -5
Rosalie, I didn't know what to do anymore. Well the worst I could do was call the cops on him but I'm not that horrible. I sighed,"Caleb, you need to go. This is all stressing me out, which is not good for the baby,"I said.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 13, 2013 20:41:39 GMT -5
Caleb, "Then ignore me. Pretend I'm not even here. I mentally cannot leave. I'm about to fall apart Rose. Please just let me stay." I was begging again. And I hated begging. I was a child the last time I ever had to beg for something.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 13, 2013 20:47:36 GMT -5
Rosalie, I rolled my eyes,"How can I possibly ignore you when you're sleeping outside my door. This is ridiculous, please don't make me call the cops,"I said, then froze. Did I really just say that?
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 13, 2013 22:52:43 GMT -5
Caleb, I stared at her, now completely afraid that she would actually go through with that. "Rose..." I said quietly before I looked down, then back up at her. "I just want you to know that I care. I care about you and this baby more than anything in the world," I said before I turned around, beginning to walk back to my car, defeated.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 13, 2013 22:59:22 GMT -5
Rosalie, I breathed in sharply as he started walking back to his car,"I-I didn't mean to say that,"I said swallowing hard. "It's just not a good idea for you to stay outside,"I said, my heart hurting. I didn't know what I wanted anymore. He's confused me all over again.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 13, 2013 23:02:58 GMT -5
Caleb, I stopped walking to my car as I stared at the ground for a moment. I turned around to look at her. "May I stay inside? I'll sleep on the couch Rose." I told her. "I just want to prove to you that I can do this. That I can be there for you." I didn't know where I would go if she said no.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 13, 2013 23:21:46 GMT -5
Rosalie, My heart was telling me yes, yet my mind screamed no at me. I breathed in deeply suddenly tired, even though I had slept pretty much the whole day. I closed my eyes,"Sure,"I whispered quietly, not believing that I was giving in to his... shit. I walked inside, tears rolling down my cheeks. Why?
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 13, 2013 23:25:18 GMT -5
Caleb, My heart pounded when she told me I go stay. I wanted to scream for joy, but I knew she wasn't happy about her decision. I just needed to stay calm and out of her way, then maybe she'd lighten up. I followed her inside, shutting the door behind me. I sighed quietly; I had missed this place so much. It wasn't home without being here.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 13, 2013 23:30:08 GMT -5
Rosalie, Something settled in the house, like it use to. Because Caleb is back, whispered my conscience. But I shouldn't have let him in the house, he doesn't deserve any of this. I quickly waddled into the kitchen before I bursted into tears in front of him.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 13, 2013 23:33:35 GMT -5
Caleb, The minute she started crying it brought back memories of the last time I heard her cry. It killed me, tore my heart out and smashed it. I quickly followed her and pulled her into my arms, even if she resisted. She needed comforting. She had a child inside of her. "It's okay Rose," I told her softly.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 13, 2013 23:35:47 GMT -5
Rosalie, I didn't resist, I needed the comfort from someone. I sobbed into his chest,"W-why did you come back? This is killing me inside and you k-know it,"I cried my body shaking. I felt my baby boy kick inside of me as if to ask if I was okay which only caused me to sob harder.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 13, 2013 23:41:10 GMT -5
Caleb, "Because I was an idiot before. I need you Rosalie. This is our child, and I am not going to let you do this alone. I want to see our baby boy grow. I've grown up. You just have to believe me," I said as I rubbed her back. I never wanted to let her go. I missed her so much.
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Post by lauren. on Jan 13, 2013 23:43:29 GMT -5
Rosalie, I shook my head as I leaned more into him, well as close as I could get with my stomach. "It's not that easy. I don't trust you. You could walk out again when the going gets tough,"I said closing my eyes shut tightly.
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Post by haileyjordan on Jan 13, 2013 23:45:43 GMT -5
Caleb, I knew that it would take a hell of a lot of work to gain her trust back. "Then let me show you I won't," I told her softly. "I promise you I will be with you through thick and thin."
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