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Post by haileyjordan on Apr 30, 2013 13:39:07 GMT -5
Oliver, I looked over at Harper. "He won't shut up! Every damn thing that comes out of his mouth, it's bullshit!" I yelled. Garrett's voice kept getting louder and louder. "Stop!" I yelled as I took my head, falling onto my knees.
Ali, I looked over at Gabriel, seeing the panic in his eyes. Not again. "Do people really come up here? Wouldn't they be here now?" I asked as I walked over to the screens. I saw Oliver and Harper and frowned at what I saw. How could they sit in here, watching is, while we were being eaten alive by our own fears?
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Post by lauren. on Apr 30, 2013 13:57:58 GMT -5
Harper. "Oliver!"I said panicked as I went over to him, dropping into my knees beside him. I placed a hand against his back. Garrett. This imaginary friend... How do I make that stop? That's all in Oliver's mind.
Gabriel. I swallowed,"Are they working with the people after me? They let them set up up here. Oh no,"I groaned as I backed away from the screens. I grabbed my head closing my eyes,"Make it all go away! They know now!"
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Post by haileyjordan on Apr 30, 2013 14:03:40 GMT -5
Oliver, "Harper he won't stop talking. He's screaming at me," I said as my body shook. "You need to tell him to leave. You have to yell at him. He doesn't think anybody cares about me, that's why he is persistent." I felt tears streaming down my face.
Ali, "You don't know that for sure Gabriel. They're trying to help us," I said as I walked over to him. I had to speak calmly, and really control my anger.
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Post by lauren. on Apr 30, 2013 14:36:34 GMT -5
Harper. I don't see him, I wanted to tell him but I couldn't do that. I looked at Oliver seeing the tears and my heart broke. How could he keep believing that there was someone there. I took a deep breathe,"Garrett! Leave Oliver alone. You're nothing but an asshole who should go to hell. Now leave Oliver the fuck alone!"I yelled at nothing.
Gabriel. "No, no, no,"I repeated as I held my head. "Ali this can't be happening. Why do they always find a way to watch me. To get me?"I asked panicked. I hate my freaking life!
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Post by haileyjordan on Apr 30, 2013 17:15:36 GMT -5
Oliver, I few seconds after Harper spoke it became silent. I removed my hands from my head, looking around. "He's gone," I said, trying to slow my heartbeat down. I quickly pulled Harper to me, wrapping my arms around her silently.
Ali, I put my hands on Gabriel's arms. "What can I do? Do we need to go somewhere?" I asked him. I knew I couldn't try to tell him it was all in his head, he wouldn't listen.
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Post by lauren. on Apr 30, 2013 17:32:49 GMT -5
Harper. I wrapped my arms back around Oliver,"Are you okay?"I asked quietly as I pulled back a little to see his face. "What happened?"I asked.
Gabriel. I stared at the screens and felt my heartbeat race,"I want to smash the screens,"I murmured as I began looking around for something to smash everything.
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Post by haileyjordan on Apr 30, 2013 19:15:54 GMT -5
Oliver, I shook my head, "He took over Harper. I couldn't even hear myself think. He knows how to get in my head and I can't do anything about it." I said, my voice quick and raspy. If it wasn't for her I couldn't imagine what I'd do.
Ali, I looked around, "Gabe if they knew you did that they'd definitely come get you. Do you want to risk that?" I asked.
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Post by lauren. on Apr 30, 2013 19:46:41 GMT -5
Harper. I couldn't understand this. It's all in his head. How does he get this to stop? Medicine? Therapy? "How can we stop him?"I asked rubbing his back.
Gabriel. "They wouldn't know. I don't want them watching me,"I said swallowing as I gripped at my hair, my eyes continuing to stare at the screens. Why? Just make it all stop!
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Post by haileyjordan on Apr 30, 2013 23:03:16 GMT -5
Oliver, "I don't know. Even if I try he doesn't leave. I don't know what to do. I'm just afraid he's going to push me to my breaking point, Harper." I looked over at her, panic in my eyes.
Ali, I looked around the room, "There's chairs," I suggested. I was just afraid the would find out and take him away. I would be alone then. But if I tried to stop him he'd yell at me.
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Post by lauren. on May 1, 2013 6:43:03 GMT -5
Harper. I could honestly feel his panic just from looking into his eyes. I softly caressed his cheek with the palm of my hand,"I won't let that happen,"I said softly. How could he handle it? I wouldn't be able to, I would more than likely already be insane and...kill myself.
Gabriel. I looked at the chairs and shook my head,"That won't work well,"I said running a hand down my face. "Let me think. Well have to come back. I'm sure there's something around the house,"I said chewing on the inside of my cheek.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 1, 2013 8:27:41 GMT -5
Oliver, I looked in her eyes, searching for safety. I nodded, "Okay," I whispered. "It's just really hard. I don't know what to do for myself anymore." More medications? I was sick of that.
Ali, "Alright, then let's go," I said, heading towards the door. I chewed on my lip. What was going to happen? I was afraid of what they'd do to either him or both of us.
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Post by lauren. on May 1, 2013 8:39:41 GMT -5
Harper. I sighed as I sat down on the floor in front of him,"I want to help you. Could I make him go away somehow?"I asked intertwining my hands together.
Gabriel. I nodded quietly and followed Ali to the door. How could they just sit there and watch? It's disgusting. I felt another headache coming on.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 1, 2013 16:18:32 GMT -5
Oliver, I looked up at her, "When I'm with you, he isn't there. I don't know why but it works. And when you leave, he comes right back," I told her, shaking my head.
Ali, I crawled out of the room, dusting my pants off. "You can go find something," I said softly. "Please don't let this get in your head. It'll be okay."
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Post by lauren. on May 1, 2013 17:11:55 GMT -5
Harper. I stared at him for a moment,"Well then...seems like I can't leave your side,"I said softly. What does that mean for sleeping? I sighed softly,"How has he stayed with you the whole time? Have you ever had any friends?"I asked chewing on my lip.
Gabriel. I climbed out after her shutting the door. I began placing the books back so it was obvious. "I don't know what I'm going to do yet,"I mumbled as I concentrated on the books.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 1, 2013 20:23:07 GMT -5
Oliver, I glanced over at her, "Only for short amounts of time. Once they knew about him they wanted nothing to do with me," I told her. "So I guess you can say no." It was extremely sad and pathetic, but it's how I grew up.
Ali, I took Gabriel's face in my hands. "Please think before you do anything extreme. I don't want you getting hurt," I said softly, looking into his eyes for an answer.
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