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Post by lauren. on May 1, 2013 20:56:23 GMT -5
Harper. "Say no?"I said frowning. "I'm not like those so called "friends", Oliver,"I said biting my lip. "I want to be your real friend."
Gabriel. I stared at her, holding a book in my hand,"It's hard,"I murmured. I just wanted it all to stop.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 1, 2013 21:16:39 GMT -5
Oliver, I felt a bit of relief go through me. "Even if I'm haunted with a nightmare I can't wake up from? What if it gets worse?" I asked her. People usually told me that until it began to push the limits.
Ali, "I know it is Gabe, I know. But you can't keep living in fear. It's going to eat you alive. Is there anything you do that keeps your mind off of it?" I asked. He had to have something that cleared his mind.
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Post by lauren. on May 1, 2013 22:08:51 GMT -5
Harper. I swallowed,"Like if he takes over?"I asked as I rubbed my legs with the palm of my hands. I don't know. I would figure a way out though.
Gabriel. I shook my head as I leaned against a bookshelf,"I haven't found anything yet. They always seem to appear right when I'm getting better,"I said frowning as I looked at her.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 1, 2013 23:16:47 GMT -5
Oliver, I stared at her, "I've never thought of that. Oh god, Harper. What if that happens? What if I can't even control my own thoughts?" I asked her, starting to panic again.
Ali, I sighed and looked down. I didn't know what to do. "There has to be something. Anything." I said. Was it on his mind all the time? How was that even possible.
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Post by lauren. on May 1, 2013 23:20:40 GMT -5
Harper. My eyes widened,"Okay calm down,"I said placing my hand on his arm. "Just breathe. Can I make you some tea? To calm down?"I asked looking at him, slightly frightened that it could possibly happen.
Gabriel. "I don't know,"I groaned. "Lets just get out of here and do something to clear my mind,"I said with a defeated sigh. I wish they would all just leave me alone and let me keep the chemical to myself.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 1, 2013 23:29:24 GMT -5
Oliver, I nodded, "Yeah. Maybe that'll help," I said as I sighed. I got up, running my hand through my hair. This needed to end. I needed more medication. Something.
Ali, I chewed on my lip as we left the room. I didn't want to sound like a sex crazed slut but I just wondered if love would take the thought away temporarily. It was convincing, but if I pushed it it could turn out bad.
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Post by lauren. on May 2, 2013 7:45:17 GMT -5
Harper. I nodded as I got up,"Just go sit down and I'll make some ginger tea. My favorite,"I said giving him a small smile before going to get some tea bags, lemon, honey, & ginger.
Gabriel. I winced as we walked along from my headache. It's still been lingering around, like a ghost. I swallowed,"I need to hm get some medicine for my head,"I murmured, as I walked somewhat beside her somewhat behind her.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 2, 2013 8:22:35 GMT -5
Oliver, I sat back up on the bar stool, my hands clasped together. If this kept happening...I wouldn't be able to take it. I watched Harper make tea, relaxing me. What about her caused me to be calm?
Ali, I nodded, "We can get you some," I said. I went into the bathroom and took out his medication. "Here," I said, biting my lip. It was never a good time to test out my theory, that was the problem.
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Post by lauren. on May 2, 2013 8:32:05 GMT -5
Harper. I finished making two teas after a little while. I walked over to Oliver handing him a mug,"It's hot,"I said as I took a seat on the stool beside him. "Whenever I don't feel good or I'm stressed, I usually drink this,"I said smiling.
Gabriel. "Thanks,"I muttered as I took my medication and swallowed without water. I sighed as I looked at her,"When will this all end?"I asked frowning.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 2, 2013 8:36:22 GMT -5
Oliver, The smell of honey filled my nose, soothing me already. "I can see why," I said with a small smile. "How can something so little soothe so much?" I asked, looking over at her.
Ali, "Whenever you decide you want it to end," I said, placing my hand on his cheek. "You have the ultimate decision, Gabe."
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Post by lauren. on May 2, 2013 8:39:04 GMT -5
Harper. I shrugged as I looked down at my tea,"I guess it could possibly be the pleasant smell, the warmth. It all depends on what you like,"I said looking over at him.
Gabriel. I sighed and closed my eyes,"So what, I just give myself over to them so they'll kill me? Yeah, then it will definitely be over,"I said wincing again.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 2, 2013 8:41:58 GMT -5
Oliver, I pursed my lips, "Hmm." I stirred the tea around with my spoon, waiting for it to cool down. "Thank you. For being here." I said, glancing at her.
Ali, I sighed, removing my hand from his cheek. "Gabe that's not what I meant." I said. "You have to get it out of your head. It's the only way you'll be able to relax."
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Post by lauren. on May 2, 2013 8:47:15 GMT -5
Harper. I smiled and looked back down,"You're welcome,"I said glancing over at him. I liked him, even with all of his flaws. I felt my cheeks flush just thinking about it.
Gabriel. I stayed quiet for a moment as I just stared at her,"It's not in my head,"I said quietly as I left the bathroom. Here we go again.
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Post by haileyjordan on May 2, 2013 9:01:53 GMT -5
Gabriel, I saw her blush slightly and couldn't help but smile. I took a sip of the tea, letting the warmth slide down my throat. "This is amazing," I said with a grin. I guess I've never really had actually tea before. I liked it.
Ali, I stared up at the ceiling for a moment. Really? I followed after him. "That's not what I meant. I mean even if they are there, you can psychologically make the disappear if you believe they aren't there. I believe that they're bothering you Gabe," I told him.
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Post by lauren. on May 2, 2013 9:13:25 GMT -5
Harper. I smiled,"It's fantastic,"I said as I finally took a sip of mine also. "I'm glad you like it,"I said crossing my legs. (Have you ever had ginger tea? & there's totes sexual tension between them and we haven't really mentioned that haha xD)
Gabriel. "They are there,"I said gripping at my shirt. "They're not in my head. They're real,"I said tired. They've always been there. I see them, how can they not be real?
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