haileyjordan
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Post by haileyjordan on Oct 10, 2013 14:19:39 GMT -5
Aspen,
I scoffed at him, "I'll stop smoking when you stop fucking drinking you asshole," I snapped, my words as cold as ice. I shoved him, my temper flaring as I stared at him. He didn't get it. Yeah, I smoked, but it wasn't anywhere near as bad as his drinking. I didn't get drunk from it.
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Post by lauren. on Oct 10, 2013 14:30:45 GMT -5
Peter.
"Aspen!"I growled as she shoved me. I stumbled slightly but regained quickly as I advanced on her, slamming her into the wall. "Don't you dare shove me,"I growled holding tightly to her arms.
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Post by haileyjordan on Oct 10, 2013 14:55:51 GMT -5
Aspen,
I was scared as hell, but I didn't show it. "I can do whatever the hell I want," I growled, staring right into his eyes. "Why don't you not fucking slam me into a wall?" I wanted to cry; I hated him when he was like this. "You're a dick, Peter."
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Post by lauren. on Oct 10, 2013 15:00:27 GMT -5
Peter.
"I'm a dick? Well you're a bitch,"I murmured as I pushed all my weight onto her then pushed away, heading back into the kitchen. When things like this happened all I wanted to do was drink. I fisted my hands at the anger I felt right now.
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Post by haileyjordan on Oct 10, 2013 15:06:18 GMT -5
Aspen,
I caught myself before falling over after he pushed off of me. I could feel the tears welling to the brim of my eyelids. I stood there, wanting to scream. "Godammit!" I screamed, wanting to punch him. It was times like this when I just wanted to walk out the door and never come back.
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Post by lauren. on Oct 10, 2013 15:18:12 GMT -5
Peter.
I released my fists when I heard her yell but I ignored it. Everything would have been perfectly fine if she didn't yell at me about drinking. I grabbed another beer and popped the tab but I stopped before bringing it to my lips. I groaned as I set it back down and gripped the counter as I rested my head against it.
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Post by haileyjordan on Oct 10, 2013 15:22:03 GMT -5
Aspen,
I needed air, I needed a cigarette. I walked past the kitchen, seeing him out of the corner of my eye-with another beer. I clenched my fists, my knuckles turning white. "Another one? Really Peter? Is that all you know how to do? I hissed.
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Post by lauren. on Oct 10, 2013 15:27:00 GMT -5
Peter.
I clenched my eyes shut tighty before I took the beer in my hand and hurled it at the wall close to where Aspen was. "Seriously?! You should have waited a little longer to see that I stopped myself but all you can see is that I'm a drunk,"I said staring at her with anger, hurt. "But it doesn't matter now,"I said quietly as I turned away from her.
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Post by haileyjordan on Oct 10, 2013 15:33:53 GMT -5
Aspen,
I jumped when the beer went flying, crashing against the wall before shattering to the floor. I stared at his back, "I'm going out," I said simply. I went to the front door, slamming it behind me before I broke down in tears. This was a daily thing with us.
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Post by lauren. on Oct 10, 2013 15:37:52 GMT -5
Peter.
I shook my head as I punched the fridge, leaving a dent and possibly a bruised hand. I pushed away and headed to the bedroom to go lie down.
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Post by haileyjordan on Oct 10, 2013 15:44:04 GMT -5
Aspen,
I walked down the street, my vision blurry from my tears. I loved him, just not when he drank. I wiped my eyes, trying to gather myself together. I hated when he made me feel weak. I walked for about a half an hour before I finally went back home. I opened the front door quietly, afraid of the mood Peter would be in.
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Post by lauren. on Oct 10, 2013 15:52:26 GMT -5
Peter.
I was laying in bed on top of the covers, all the blinds closed and as dark as it could be. I was hoping to sleep but I was to angry and upset to sleep. But I definitely have a horrible headache.
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Post by haileyjordan on Oct 10, 2013 15:57:28 GMT -5
Aspen,
I felt like a child for blowing up on him like I did. I knew I had to apologize, even if it wasn't all my fault. I walked down the hallway to our room, seeing the door closed. I bit my lip, suddenly becoming extremely nervous. I lightly knocked on the door, waiting for an answer (if I was going to get one).
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Post by lauren. on Oct 10, 2013 16:04:44 GMT -5
Peter.
I heard the knock and groaned. I don't want to deal with anymore fighting at least for right now. I pulled a pillow over my head as I knew she was going to come in anyways.
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Post by haileyjordan on Oct 10, 2013 16:20:24 GMT -5
Aspen,
Peter knew that I walked in whether he wanted me to or not. "Peter I want to talk to you. Without yelling." I said softly, sitting down at the edge of the bed. I looked down, pulling at my jacket sleeve. "I'm sorry for behaving the way I did. I just can't control myself sometimes." I admitted.
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