You cannot save people, you can only love them

[lauren.]

Peter.
I breathed in deeply as I listened to her,"It's not all your fault,"I grumbled,"I shouldn't drink so much,"I said as I removed the pillow and looked over at her, seeing her silhouette in the darkness.

[haileyjordan]

Aspen,
"I have my share of the issues also. I'm sorry I yell. If I didn't yell then we wouldn't get in such arguments." I glanced over at him, chewing on the inside of my cheek. "Even if I don't act like I do I do love you." I said quietly.

[lauren.]

Peter.
"I'm sorry also,"I murmured as I rolled over slowly to where she was. "And I love you also,"I said touching her arm gently where I had grabbed her earlier.

[haileyjordan]

Aspen,
I looked down at his hand-a very small part of me became nervous, in case he hurt me, but I knew that wasn't his intention right now. I sighed before crawling over to him, laying down next to his side. "Why do we have to do this?" I asked.

[lauren.]

Peter.
I sighed as I pulled her into my arms. "I don't know,"I mumbled, my headache now just a dull throb. I breathed in deeply as I kissed the side of her head.

[haileyjordan]

Aspen,
I frowned, cuddling as close to him as I could. I wanted to talk about his addiction, but I knew it would just make him angry. He was very defensive. "It just scares me, because when we're mad at each other I don't think we love each other," I said, biting my lip.

[lauren.]

Peter.
"Even when we're mad at each other, I will always love you,"I murmured as I looked at her, caressing her face. We probably look totally bad at the moment & I probably smell like alcohol but we always fight but make up later on. It does have to stop.

[haileyjordan]

Aspen,
"So do I," I whispered, kissing his lips gently. The mixture of alcohol and cigarettes wasn't the greatest, but that didn't matter right now. "We need help Peter." I added. It was mainly him who needed the help though.

[lauren.]

Peter.
I sighed, not wanting to talk about that. I turned to lay on my back, covering my eyes,"I don't want to talk about that right now,"I murmured.

[haileyjordan]

Aspen,
"I know." I said softly, "but we can't avoid it forever." He always said that whenever I brought it up, and it made me irritated. I wasn't in the mood to argue anymore, I was just sat. I sat up, crossing my legs as I played with my fingers, keeping quiet.

[lauren.]

Peter.
I opened my eyes and just looked at her back. "I'll be able to talk about it eventually,"I murmured as I traced my hand down her spine. "I'm sorry about that,"I said tugging gently at her shirt.

[haileyjordan]

Aspen,
I turned my head to look at him, before crawling ontop of him. I pressed my lips to his, not saying anything. I just wanted to feel the love, to know that he cared. "I don't want to fight," I said against his lips.

[lauren.]

Peter.
I ran my hands down her side to her thighs,"I don't either,"I murmured as I kissed her back. Fighting sucks, especially between us. But I wanted her to know that I will always love her and nothing will change that

[haileyjordan]

Aspen,
I ran my hands through his hair, looking at him. I wanted to just have make up sex right now, but I just wasn't in the mood. I sighed, running my hand gently down his jaw, kissing his lips once more.

[lauren.]

Peter.
I sat up, keeping her close to me,"I really am sorry, Aspen,"I said as I kissed her arms where I had grabbed her earlier. I hate how I can become so abusive when I get drunk or angry. I took her face in my hands,"I love you and nothing's going to change that,"I said looking into her eyes.