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Post by lauren. on Mar 9, 2013 2:11:44 GMT -5
Valarie,
This time I didn't stop him. I didn't speak to him. I needed time, even though he has given me so much time already. I knew that if I ever saw him again I would resent him, yell at him, hit him, punch him...but he only made it harder for me to make my mind up about him. I let out a sigh as I wiped my tears away. I would cry when I was alone and cuddled with my kitten in our non-electrical apartment.
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Post by haileyjordan on Mar 9, 2013 2:13:29 GMT -5
Giovanni,
I headed back to my hotel, my outlook on everything was completely altered now. I felt as if I had been hit by a train. But it showed me that I have never loved anyone as much as I loved Valarie.
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Post by lauren. on Mar 9, 2013 2:17:28 GMT -5
Valarie,
I quickly made my way back to my apartment. What if I wait to long to realize that I want him and he's already flown back to Italy? Why woul I even think that? I'm so pissed at him right now! I let out a scream as I punched one of my walls. I whimpered as I cradled my hand to my chest from the pain.
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Post by haileyjordan on Mar 9, 2013 2:19:04 GMT -5
Giovanni,
I reached my hotel as I fell onto the bed, letting out a groan. This wasn't what I had planning on happening, but now Valarie was all I could think about. My stomach did flips as I stared at the ceiling.
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Post by lauren. on Mar 9, 2013 2:21:55 GMT -5
Pause!
Okay so what now? Haha, of course I don't want her to cave so easily xD
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Post by haileyjordan on Mar 9, 2013 2:24:05 GMT -5
Lol yeah we don't want that.
We don't want him to leave yet either.
Do we need something intense to happen?
I'm not sure what but something serious xD
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Post by lauren. on Mar 9, 2013 2:28:08 GMT -5
Something intense of course! Haha, lets see...
Accidents... haha
There was one thing I was thinking about is when
Val actually does get kicked out of her place she
ends up at a bar maybe? Spending her last few bucks
on alcohol before she decides to kill herself. She
phones Giovanni and he comes to the rescue and then
we can go from there? Lol
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Post by haileyjordan on Mar 9, 2013 2:29:51 GMT -5
Yes! Beautiful!
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Post by lauren. on Mar 9, 2013 2:34:09 GMT -5
Haha alright! We'll start from her getting kicked out?
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Valarie,
I was just thrown out of my apartment by my landlord. Holy shit! Oh God, what was I going to do? I had absolutely nowhere to go. I tugged at my shirt as I walked down the street. I left my things...it's not like I had anywhere to put them. I felt my emotions get the best of me as I walked down the street all snot faced and crying.
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Post by haileyjordan on Mar 9, 2013 2:36:44 GMT -5
Giovanni,
I was at the hotel, playing pool with a couple of guys I befriended throughout my journey here. I hadn't heard from Valarie, and it killed me, but I knew what she wanted and I had to respect that.
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Post by lauren. on Mar 9, 2013 2:40:46 GMT -5
Valarie,
I stumbled across a bar through my tears and entered. The lights were low and the room was smokey. I made my way to the bar asking for some strong alcohol. I sat down and looked around. I honestly don't have anything else to live for...everything has been taken away from me and all I have left is twenty bucks I'm about to spend.
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Post by haileyjordan on Mar 9, 2013 2:43:21 GMT -5
Giovanni,
I tried to clear my head, but it wasn't any use. I felt the same way I did when she first left. I couldn't keep doing this. It was tearing me apart.
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Post by lauren. on Mar 9, 2013 2:49:37 GMT -5
Valarie,
I've had multiple drinks and my head was spinning. I believe I had just got finished telling the bartender about my whole life story. Damn, I use to feel sorry for the people who did this, now I'm one of them. I frowned. That only made it worse. I finished off my drink and paid before heading out. I don't know how I was going to do this but I was. I pulled my phone out and dialed Giovanni's number, stumbling on the sidewalk.
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Post by haileyjordan on Mar 9, 2013 2:51:48 GMT -5
Giovanni,
My phone went off and I pulled it out, seeing Valarie's name across it. My heart pounded as I answered, "Hello? Valarie?" I asked, a bit of hope rising up in me.
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Post by lauren. on Mar 9, 2013 3:00:03 GMT -5
Valarie,
I paused for a moment,"G-Gio,"I somewhat slurred into the phone. "So I've been kicked out of my apartment. Nothing with me but the clothes on my back and twenty dollars...wait actually just spent that one alcohol,"I slurred, doubt he could even understand me. I hiccuped as I came across the bridge, my eyes widening. "I realize that I don't have anything to live for,"I mumbled still staring at the bridge, the traffic roaring past me.
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