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[lauren.]

Valarie,
I tilted my head,"So, do you still keep in touch with your parents? I'm confused. What's going on?"I asked closing my eyes and rubbing my forehead. I shouldn't have drank earlier.

[haileyjordan]

Giovanni,
I sighed as I sat back, "When you left, I told my parents I didn't want to keep living off of them. I was taken off of working for the company, but because the company has been in my family for generations, they can't take me off the will my grandparents wrote which gave me part of the profit that came in. My father is currently not speaking to me, but I occasionally get in touch with my mother. I don't live in the house I used to live in, and I wanted to travel. So that's how I ended up here," I explained.

[lauren.]

Valarie,
I stared at him completely shocked from how this all had turned around for him. "So you still get off well, why I'm getting screwed over." I was angry by all that he told me but I was overjoyed for him also. My anger was the one that decided to show through first though.

[haileyjordan]

Giovanni,
I noticed the anger in her voice, but remained calm. "Because you aren't trying Valarie," I said quietly. "And honestly, I don't think you want to try."

[lauren.]

Valarie,
I couldn't help it but hit the couch with my hands in a fit,"We'll it's hard to fucking try when you have absolutely no motivation,"I breathed in deeply. "Please don't lecture me right now,"I said holding my head.

[haileyjordan]

Giovanni,
I rubbed my jaw as I looked the other way. She was going to chew my head off no matter what I said. "Then I can't do anything for you." I told her bluntly. If she was going to be stubborn, fine.

[lauren.]

Valarie,
I clenched my jaw as he said this,"Fine,"I said completely pissed off. "Then I'll just be going,"I said standing up and going back to the bathroom to change back into my clothes.

[haileyjordan]

Giovanni,
I stared at the door. I knew that I should've tried to win her back, but because she was being so stubborn I wanted her to realize how irrational she was being. She didn't want the help, I wasn't going to push it.

[lauren.]

Valarie,
I slammed the door and stared into the mirror. Calm down Val, he's trying to help you & you're being so stupid right now. I stared at my clothing on the ground, debating.

[haileyjordan]

Giovanni,
I put my face in my hands as I groaned. I didn't want her to leave though, I loved her. And if I lost her again I wouldn't be able to handle it.

[lauren.]

Valarie,
I breathed in deeply quite a few times to get my head cleared. It's hard to think with all the emotion and alcohol in me. I just needed to sleep or rest, I doubt I'd be able to sleep. I haven't been able to for a long time. I knew that when I walked back out there I would feel humiliated for the way I acted but I would have to face it. I opened the door and walked back out, crossing my arms as I sat back down on the couch,"Sorry,"I murmured.

[haileyjordan]

Giovanni,
I looked over at her, "It's okay," I said softly, "you have every right to lash out of me. I'm sort of an idiot," I said with a shrug, running my hand through my hair.

[lauren.]

Valarie,
I smirked,"Sort of?"I said looking at him with a small smile. "Honestly, you're not the only idiot in this room,"I murmured as I looked down at my crossed legs.

[haileyjordan]

Giovanni,
I couldn't help but smirk slightly. I looked over at took a deep breath, "Can we start over, Valarie?" I asked her. I was tired of all of the fighting and pushing each other away.

[lauren.]

Valarie,
I looked at him for a long moment,"I want to but it will be hard for things to go back to the way they were,"I said wringing my hands together. "I'll always have the fear of you sending me away again,"I said as I bit my lip.