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Post by lauren. on Aug 17, 2013 22:32:17 GMT -5
Ridley.
"I know. That's why I want you to do what I did to you,"I said stuttering over the words, not wanting to come out. I breathed in deeply, calming myself down.
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Post by haileyjordan on Aug 17, 2013 22:33:32 GMT -5
Gavin,
"Are you sure? I'm totally willing, but it's really hard, Ridley." I said. If she was on board, then I was. I wanted to help her every way I could.
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Post by lauren. on Aug 17, 2013 22:37:45 GMT -5
Ridley.
"Of course I'm not sure,"I said giving a very small smile but then it slipped away. "It just needs to be done and I think I deserve to feel how you did when I did it,"I said my hands shaking.
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Post by haileyjordan on Aug 17, 2013 22:40:45 GMT -5
Gavin,
I nodded, "Alright." I said quietly, "when would you like to start?" It was hard for me, and I was violent, so I couldn't even imagine how scared she was. I was going to see her at her worst.
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Post by lauren. on Aug 17, 2013 22:43:43 GMT -5
Ridley.
I tugged at the bottom of my rob, biting my lip,"I think maybe when I don't know,"I said breathing in. That would be the best for me. I can't just watch it happen.
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Post by haileyjordan on Aug 17, 2013 22:44:50 GMT -5
Gavin,
I nodded, "I can do that." I said. I just needed to do it when she was occupied or gone. "But you have to be willing to stay away from it."
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Post by lauren. on Aug 17, 2013 23:03:51 GMT -5
Ridley.
"I-I don't know if I can. That's why I'm trying this,"I said looking at Gavin. I was beyond scared if what could happen to me or what I would do when I knew it was all gone.
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Post by haileyjordan on Aug 17, 2013 23:05:15 GMT -5
Gavin,
"Okay Ridley. Let's just push this aside right now, can you do that? You need to stop thinking about this." I said, pulling her to me so she was on my lap.
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Post by lauren. on Aug 17, 2013 23:08:53 GMT -5
Ridley.
I winced slightly as he pulled me to him,"Careful... I took an extremely hot shower and scrubbed myself pretty much raw,"I mumbled as I rested my head against his shoulder.
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Post by haileyjordan on Aug 17, 2013 23:11:38 GMT -5
Gavin,
I sighed, "What are we gonna do with you?" I asked, rubbing her back gently. She was going to hurt herself too much if this kept happening.
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Post by lauren. on Aug 17, 2013 23:15:07 GMT -5
Ridley.
"I felt dirty. I don't even look like myself anymore. I wanted to wash that away,"I said swallowing. I traced a pattern against Gavin's shirt as I closed my eyes.
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Post by haileyjordan on Aug 17, 2013 23:16:47 GMT -5
Ridley,
"You can start new, if you're willing." I told her. "You're just as beautiful and perfect as you were the day I met you." I assured her.
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Post by lauren. on Aug 17, 2013 23:19:30 GMT -5
Ridley.
I smiled softly as I placed my hand against his chest where his heart is,"You're too kind,"I said quietly. It was going to be hard starting over, practically impossible from how I can see right now
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Post by haileyjordan on Aug 17, 2013 23:22:24 GMT -5
Gavin,
"I think you're the only person that's shown me kindness. If I hadn't met you I'd still probably be an abusive alcoholic, so thank you." It was true too; I didn't even want to think about t.
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Post by lauren. on Aug 17, 2013 23:25:12 GMT -5
Ridley.
I frowned slightly,"I don't think you would have,"I said as I sat up better on his lap to look at his face, tightening the robe I wore. "You're a strong and caring guy. I think that would have shown through eventually."
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